L.I.A.W.I.A.R.D.W.F.C.A.L.S

Luck
is
a
woman
in
a
red
dress
with
fingers
crossed
and
legs
spread.

Piss stains

Plenty of places to sit but nowhere to rest (fuck it).
A quiet porcelain embrace.
Walls that sweat.
A quick fix, a strange face. Alone enough to crave an embrace, but to surrounded to single you out.
An empty seat in a crowded room.
This house can keep a secret, just long enough to cut a wound.

Like father? Like son?

"Just be a man." she said
"Just do the best you can." she said
Well then don't expect a thing because when it comes down to who is who, I'm not me and you're not you.
So take another drag and embrace the cold but don't turn to me when this gets old.

LOVE(makes me)SICK

Im making love to my memories just to feel a bit of anything
Im fucking myself up again just to see inside my head
I aint got the time to tell you baby, whats going on inside my mind
If I dont make it out of this, dont worry girl because I needed it.
Im losing my mind.
Im out of my head.
I've gotten way to used to, living like im dead.

shocking news

Cut the power to my brain
Stop the signals kill the pain
Gun to my head, knife in my back
Hands are shaking cant relax
Self induced heart attack

sole searching

i cant stop walking
away from something blindly into nothing.
i wake up every morning from a sleepless night cursing the alarm that peeled my eyes apart
i cant brush this sour taste out
i cant wash these stains off
ill walk 5 miles out of my way, just hoping that someone would see me
prove that i exist
a shower and a shave
a wink and a smile
its the wool i sew onto their eyelids
if you only knew

writing letters to no one

And hoping for a response.